I just tried some birthday thingy, I got moon bear.
Its the middle of the night, One, thirty-six am.
I woke up with cold sweat and a hurried pulse.

I wonder how did I dropped into this.
Was it cause of repeated negativity?
I wanna get out.
Really.
I always find myself burdening others.
Little acts that remind me I shouldn't be doing this.
Yet, I m always succumbed to it when it happens.
Going crazy.

Today is sunday.
Tomorrow is monday.
The day after is Tuesday.

That's should be the wway.
Unfortunately, it isn't.

Crazily scared, but trying not to think.

What do you call this? avoiding?

I live in a world of fantasy to keep me alive :)
BECAUSE, I believe the good in everything :)
Thank You God for everything. :)