what breaks a belief?
The mere existence of distrust & betrayal?

All my life, I build my dreams based on beliefs, now every thing feels so gloomy.
Her grace has brought me back to the right path, I'm ever grateful.
But... what's wrong?
I... don't know why things just bugged me like this.
Sleepless nights and eventually deteriorating body, is that an eventual consequence?

I wanna smile so badly.
Yet I wanna cry so much.
What's this when I'm barely facing anything tough in my life..?

Less than 10 days to the revelation.
I don't wanna let that day come.
I wanna be coop up, and believe.

just, is this believe going to break like the others?