Regrets, means thinking of the past wishing you could have change everything.

They say, Time heals it all.
I wished that was true, maybe I should be more patient and wait for the time to heal it all.

It tugs my heart with every rememberance of the very memories.

I don't think regret is apt to describe, more of I wished none of it has ever happened.
Perhaps, What I did was wrong, but if time were to repeat, I may still do the same. In fact, I can't imagine myself changing anything.. 

Many times as we think back on those bashful pasts and wished you could have change anything, more often than not, you'd wished you could change but if thoughts were further pondered, if anything were to change, the present you will too.

Perhaps, that may be a good thing, considering if it was a change for the better, like a life improvement interms of income, health, relationships.
But,..the lessons of path would have been neglected in the process.

Time has passed, occasionally I may drown in pool of remorse, like how it was repeatedly before, but my waters are clear, the skies are no longer cloudy. What happened has happened, its a lesson I would say. It's life.

My final words, I'm sorry, but please live well. A lesson will be a lesson learnt, in the future may you be better guided by the right one.

And, ... As for me, less than 18 days to the game.
I would only regret not being stronger and firmer.
Less than 18 days, no joke, the pressure is horrible.

I am just plastering a smile as if it isn't killing me.
But, I just set my mind to think : What doesn't kills you only makes you stronger

Hopefully this stands true as I take on the following few days with my uneasy heart teased by the ticking of the clock.

I.. Just want this year to end soon. This storm to clear, and the fog to fade.

Hurry, please let those dreams come true, I will continue running until the final line even if you're not here with me. I promise.

Psst, craves to write, to read, to play piano is getting worse with the passing of every day. Damn, damn.

I am getting so old with lack of sleep and bad health maintenance. If I ever lose a lot of weight, it wouldn't be surprising with my irregular meals. Hahah! Let's fight!

Psst Psst, My new favourite song: Somewhere the wind is blowing.
바람이 불 어오는곳
The song of innocence of life, check it out, remember only the pretty memories, because only those are worth recalling.