I can feel it, running through my blood.
It feels extraordinary different, its just like another day, but something has changed.
I don't know what you call this, but I believe its the start of something new, something stronger.
I can see it coming, the fog is clearing up, the tides are getting less rocky.
The sun is rising, the wind is howling for everything to stop.
This, is definitely a change.
A change out of the nightmare.
For once, you can finally taste it, all those you held it for this very day.
Don't give in, Fight on.


I shall claim today to be the start of everything new.
I shall get out of that pile of shit I have been sinking in for all this time.

I am tired of being too strong, or at least forcing myself.
This time it'll be real, no more pretense, just get out of it and be genuinely stronger.
If there is no way to back out, just move forward.

I saw light, so much brighter than the day before.
Everything happens for a reason.
I still can't get out of that guilt, but for what I have been through, its definitely sufficient to repay the pain you have gained.
I am gonna leave all this behind us.
I have learnt
I have grown
I am stronger now.
I hope life treats you better.
So long, you're no longer my problem anymore.


I will stand proud a few months later from now.
I get it, I will get over this storm.
No smooth sea ever created a strong soldier.