Lost.
“The temptation to quit will be greatest just before you are about to succeed.”
포기하고 싶은 유혹이 가장 클때는 성공이 바로 코앞에 다가왔을 때이다
-중국속담
I thought I had gotten better, just maybe slightly better than before.
Perhaps climbed up from that gloomy well, or crawled out of the depressing shell.
But it just tip me over and caused me to fall over the never ending hole of depression.
I kept thinking why is this year so so suffocating? It is almost as if you're being tied up for six months and a plate of food and a cup of water is just right in front of you.
I feel that I have disappointed many many people.
Made so many mistakes.
I feel way worse than a failure.
Then, I keep reminding myself, I cannot be like this.
I gotta be strong or even stronger.
It doesn't make sense to make my life spiral downhill even before I hit twenty-one.
I have hell a lot of dreams to realise.
I'm gonna give my last shot, tomorrow.
The only subject I studied the most.
I know, I am not prettier than anyone,
Not smarter than anyone,
but I'm gonna be just me.
I'm gonna turn the tables around.
for once, just once, work so darn darn hard for something.
that's what I've never done before.
Right now, Already missing my waters and anywhere near the nature....
I feels like a fairy with depleted energy...
I may be lost, but I wanna make my life worth living.
hang in there, especially you.
i owe you a big apology.
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Loves: Music, Dogs, Purple!, PIANO
I'm not perfect, I make mistakes.
Dreams are wonderful things that never stop growing.
She just wanna not get into any trouble, living quiet life.
She's just like any other people in the world but with a dream to fufill
She loves music more than anything <3
More than ever, she hopes to become a songwriter
A writer, but one that fills in the melody with words
She wants to create songs, that are everyone's best friends
She wanna bring music that can be someone's shoulder to cry on
Someone's hand to lift them up with
Someone just to listen to them
Someone to give them advice
Someone, to let them believe, they are awesome
Recently caught spazzin' on dramas as she got tired of kpop
Currently: Hopes to learn Korean well
Lost.
“The temptation to quit will be greatest just before you are about to succeed.”
포기하고 싶은 유혹이 가장 클때는 성공이 바로 코앞에 다가왔을 때이다
-중국속담
I thought I had gotten better, just maybe slightly better than before.
Perhaps climbed up from that gloomy well, or crawled out of the depressing shell.
But it just tip me over and caused me to fall over the never ending hole of depression.
I kept thinking why is this year so so suffocating? It is almost as if you're being tied up for six months and a plate of food and a cup of water is just right in front of you.
I feel that I have disappointed many many people.
Made so many mistakes.
I feel way worse than a failure.
Then, I keep reminding myself, I cannot be like this.
I gotta be strong or even stronger.
It doesn't make sense to make my life spiral downhill even before I hit twenty-one.
I have hell a lot of dreams to realise.
I'm gonna give my last shot, tomorrow.
The only subject I studied the most.
I know, I am not prettier than anyone,
Not smarter than anyone,
but I'm gonna be just me.
I'm gonna turn the tables around.
for once, just once, work so darn darn hard for something.
that's what I've never done before.
Right now, Already missing my waters and anywhere near the nature....
I feels like a fairy with depleted energy...
I may be lost, but I wanna make my life worth living.
hang in there, especially you.
i owe you a big apology.
