You know that feeling?
Those,.. lonely feelings.
Just those little thoughts wandering around?

I don't know why I am highly praised by peers and aunty uncle.
I don't find myself good at all.
I don't have a sociable personality.
I am almost always negative.
I don't have a strong personality.
I,.. can't list all of them.

But just like all girls who stare in the mirror, they hold insecurities about themselves.

I like being the moon.
I probably rarely say it here.
But I really like being the moon.

Growing up... Is that a phase where the moon becomes a sun?
I don't know if I can take up the challenge to be the Sun...
I don't know if I can get used to being the Sun.
But then again, like they always tell me, don't think so much.
Why worry?

If I were to be the Sun, I would really miss being the moon.
I'll probably find a teeny shadow, to remember moments as a moon, ending up finding myself masking the shadow.
Why does 18 years old sounds so scary ?
Perhaps facing the whole new world of responsibilities bring about insecurities.

I promised myself, I will try to be a moon in the Sun.
Cause one day, I will have to be the sun.
And, I won't give up on myself.

I will pave the road of my future, all on my own.
Have faith girl :)

Sidenote: I never thought I would be a chocolate that anyone would take me down the shelf. All those times as I saw the chocolates beside me taken down, I thought I probably only be able to make friends with dust bunnies. But even before dust bunnies arrive, someone took me down.
Thank you God. For still keeping my faith so strong :)