Happy 2013!
It really has been some time since I have last written here...
I guess so many things have happened and it slipped out of my mind.

The start of the year, how was all of yours?

Mine, was magical..
Magical is a neutral stand isn't it.
It can mean good or bad right?
I guess you can never call a year good perfectly, or bad perfectly.
Somethings are perfectly imperfect, while others are imperfectly perfect.

For starters, this year sure ain't no joke.
Was it stress I felt?
Loss of appetite, always in such a nervous state..
Sighs, I bet I'll probably be in bones and skins after a year.

Then, something else.
I guess, God sure has lots of tricks up her sleeves.
Was wavering but found the anchor to hold me on.
I made a promise,
I made a promise to them.
I will wait.
I will ..

I have been talking to my world a lot recently. I keep playing the same songs over and over again. I keep being lost in my own world, deep in thoughts.

I have yet to make my resolutions, but I think I know what it'll be this year.
Like always, a new me.

I am trying, I am.
I will reduce the level of brain activity up there..
I will stop overthinking
I will stop sinking into a quicksand of negativity.
I will be more patient and positive :)

I hope, I wish, I pray.

A new year, I don't wish for a perfect year, I just wish I will have the faith to hold on and keep going forward, don't look back. I hope I can undergo metamorphosis and become a whole new me.

I hope.