Everything on Me
Thursday, November 1, 2012 | 11:56 PM | 0 comments
Life is amazing in many ways.
In 2 hours, I was all cheered up with an episode of Nice Guy and the last episode of Reply 1997..
And... Today...
I don't know why, my first crush talked to me like after 9+ years..
It was just a simple chat..
But, it feels amazing that even after 9 years, we still talked as comfortably as the past.
Last episode of Reply 1997,
it feels like I'm so old already.
We're looking back when we were all young, and innocent
We didn't have any solid goals
Right then, we were confused with everything, our feelings our wants
Even if we claimed we are mature, sometimes we just are simply childish
We get hurt easily, but we patch up easily tooo
We used to talk with our friends on the phone for hours..
And going out with friends seems like so adult-ish
Taking your own transport, buying your own meals
Pretending bookstore in school is your shopping paradise
Sit by the garden and gossip
We sit at the back and give each other letters..
We just laugh and sabo everyone
But hey, that's childhood
That's the childhood I miss
I wanna take back all my words,
I don't wanna grow up and have responsibilities
I wanna live my life simply
I don't wanna face two-faced, stabbers, b*tches, annoying pests, gossip-ers..
People who hurt us
I wanna make up with her as soon as possible
I wanna just say sorry and thank you comfortably
I wanna spent long hours talking on the phone
I wanna be contented, even if we are just hanging out in the playground with my friends.
12 days to seventeen..
I am not ready..
I am still overwhelmed though,...
I am strong and will get through this.
I went through the nerve-wrecking roller coaster ride of emotions over a small little device.
Now, I am all better after a bucket of tears.
That project I had planned so much and is about to fall into pieces, will succeed. I will make it happen.
And, my dear friend who is still awkward with me..
I hope we will patch up soon.
The truth is, I don't like you being with her..
I.. am actually hurting inside, but I'm holding in and faking a pretence each time.
It's the second time she did this to me..
But still, I believe in God, whatever happens is because she believes is the best for me.
What's mine will be mine..
Back to packing and studying~
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Everything on Me
Thursday, November 1, 2012 | 11:56 PM |
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Life is amazing in many ways.
In 2 hours, I was all cheered up with an episode of Nice Guy and the last episode of Reply 1997..
And... Today...
I don't know why, my first crush talked to me like after 9+ years..
It was just a simple chat..
But, it feels amazing that even after 9 years, we still talked as comfortably as the past.
Last episode of Reply 1997,
it feels like I'm so old already.
We're looking back when we were all young, and innocent
We didn't have any solid goals
Right then, we were confused with everything, our feelings our wants
Even if we claimed we are mature, sometimes we just are simply childish
We get hurt easily, but we patch up easily tooo
We used to talk with our friends on the phone for hours..
And going out with friends seems like so adult-ish
Taking your own transport, buying your own meals
Pretending bookstore in school is your shopping paradise
Sit by the garden and gossip
We sit at the back and give each other letters..
We just laugh and sabo everyone
But hey, that's childhood
That's the childhood I miss
I wanna take back all my words,
I don't wanna grow up and have responsibilities
I wanna live my life simply
I don't wanna face two-faced, stabbers, b*tches, annoying pests, gossip-ers..
People who hurt us
I wanna make up with her as soon as possible
I wanna just say sorry and thank you comfortably
I wanna spent long hours talking on the phone
I wanna be contented, even if we are just hanging out in the playground with my friends.
12 days to seventeen..
I am not ready..
I am still overwhelmed though,...
I am strong and will get through this.
I went through the nerve-wrecking roller coaster ride of emotions over a small little device.
Now, I am all better after a bucket of tears.
That project I had planned so much and is about to fall into pieces, will succeed. I will make it happen.
And, my dear friend who is still awkward with me..
I hope we will patch up soon.
The truth is, I don't like you being with her..
I.. am actually hurting inside, but I'm holding in and faking a pretence each time.
It's the second time she did this to me..
But still, I believe in God, whatever happens is because she believes is the best for me.
What's mine will be mine..
Back to packing and studying~
