Humans
Saturday, October 20, 2012 | 12:48 AM | 0 comments
I realised I only have the mood to write only at the start and end of a year.
Heads up people, 25 days to seventeen.
Amusing.
Am I really seventeen?
I am still childish and all, stubborn, immature?
What is the big fuss about being an adult anyway?
I mean, there ain't no fun.
People always so solemn, no sense of humor?
Always worrying about something
People have lost their meaning of life.
Right now, most of my friends must be staying up all night to chiong their PW.
And, I maybe should too.
But, no, I just spent the morning with my brother
And later in the day finishing 3 episodes of Reply 1997.
Thank God, for blessing me throughout this journey of PW.
It ain't easy, but imma blessed.
It started out rocky, and remaining okay.
Right now, there's this huge dormant volcano that might erupt
I'll hold it in.
Not cause I'm a scorpio
Because, I don't wanna hurt anyone
I wonder what is mature?
Knowing what to do, what to say, when to say, how to say, how to do?
Would it be right to say something because you're right but no matter what you'll say, one will take it the wrong way and threaten the friendship?
If that's mature, I don't want it.
Why bother thinking so much about how others think, and preventing them from knowing the truth and changing themselves for the better.
People say, you can't change anyone but yourself.
But if no one tells me anything, how can I change?
A man who lived in the dumps since young won't know such living environment is bad for him.
A man who lived in place of gold since young, won't know of how poor one man could be.
It's the end of the year, next thursday, we'll know if we can promote.
I just watched Reply 1997, and it showed the scene where they were preparing for their major exams, similar to A levels in JC at Singapore.
My bias, Hoya, was Jun Hee inside.
Hoya is brave really, he took up the role as acting as a gay, but really is a gentle and smart young man
He really can be every girl's best friend :)
And, tops the school.
Hahahhas, Both of us sharing the same sign, why can't I be like him?
I should really pretend I'm a trainee, waiting to debut next year.
Sure, my friends and I joke all the time, but I really didn't let it sink into my mind.
Hoya, can be part of Infinite, so successful, so well-known as a dance machine, was hardwork.
What about me? A year to A levels and I'm still spazzing and giving myself excuses.
I know, I'm wrong.
I really am thinking on how to get pass this hurdle. I must find my motivated self again.
I have never given 100% in anything before.
My last shot, I hope its 100%
There we go, at least one update..
I hope I get promoted.
I hope PW will be fine
I hope, all these disaster will end