14th October
Exactly a month to being seventeen.
Ohboy am I... excited? Nervous?
I really am not certain.
I have been teasing my friends, calling them old, while boasting I am still young and can still play around and have fun.
Seventeen do sound old.
Sounds no fun.
Sounds solemn.
Sounds adult.
Sounds like no childhood.
Many a times, when we were younger, we would wish we could grow older..
Now, not even twenty and I'm already wishing Time wouldn't pass so fast.
There's one line from " 13 going on 30" movie that remains in my mind.
The girl asks her mother, if she ever regretted, or wished she could go back to the past to change one thing. Her mother confidently replied, none.
"Because without these mistakes, there won't be her now"
Mistakes can leave one to feel regretful..
But really, without mistakes, one never learns and wouldn't be who they are today.
There are many memories that painfully remind me of my mistakes.
But I don't exactly regret them.
But come to seventeen, I need to be more than just mature.
I need to be more than just myself.
I really wish I could be focus and push it all for once.
I know it sounds sick, I do enjoy studying at times.
It's one of those fantasies that you dream of like in those shows, where you go to university and head down to a small cafe, order a cup of hot chocolate and settle down in those beautifully shaped metal chairs, you take out the most beautiful markers and start studying.
There are many factors that hold me back, and I'm gonna resolve them one by one before the start of next year. I am not gonna make the same mistake as promos. Its not exactly a grave mistake, it was just... hallucination.
One last chance, one last shot.
Don't lose your faith, Don't lose your passion.
I need to get there, and I must get there.
I only need to get through this whole year, stay strong and firm :)
Turning seventeen, what are my wishes?
I personally feel I have improved tremendously this year.
And I wish that I can have the strength and courage to get through all the intentions God has for me
Be it whatever, I hope I can get through with a positive mindset.
Most importantly, I wish that money will never be a worrying issue.
It can be an issue, but not a worrying one.
It's rather interesting to see how money can make one happy, while on the other hand create conflicts.
Just like how water is a hero in a drought, but a monster in a flood.
It's all about the mindset.
I should really hurry along and continue studying :)
Kdrama fans, WATCH NICE GUY, I swear, it's good! :)
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14th October
Exactly a month to being seventeen.
Ohboy am I... excited? Nervous?
I really am not certain.
I have been teasing my friends, calling them old, while boasting I am still young and can still play around and have fun.
Seventeen do sound old.
Sounds no fun.
Sounds solemn.
Sounds adult.
Sounds like no childhood.
Many a times, when we were younger, we would wish we could grow older..
Now, not even twenty and I'm already wishing Time wouldn't pass so fast.
There's one line from " 13 going on 30" movie that remains in my mind.
The girl asks her mother, if she ever regretted, or wished she could go back to the past to change one thing. Her mother confidently replied, none.
"Because without these mistakes, there won't be her now"
Mistakes can leave one to feel regretful..
But really, without mistakes, one never learns and wouldn't be who they are today.
There are many memories that painfully remind me of my mistakes.
But I don't exactly regret them.
But come to seventeen, I need to be more than just mature.
I need to be more than just myself.
I really wish I could be focus and push it all for once.
I know it sounds sick, I do enjoy studying at times.
It's one of those fantasies that you dream of like in those shows, where you go to university and head down to a small cafe, order a cup of hot chocolate and settle down in those beautifully shaped metal chairs, you take out the most beautiful markers and start studying.
There are many factors that hold me back, and I'm gonna resolve them one by one before the start of next year. I am not gonna make the same mistake as promos. Its not exactly a grave mistake, it was just... hallucination.
One last chance, one last shot.
Don't lose your faith, Don't lose your passion.
I need to get there, and I must get there.
I only need to get through this whole year, stay strong and firm :)
Turning seventeen, what are my wishes?
I personally feel I have improved tremendously this year.
And I wish that I can have the strength and courage to get through all the intentions God has for me
Be it whatever, I hope I can get through with a positive mindset.
Most importantly, I wish that money will never be a worrying issue.
It can be an issue, but not a worrying one.
It's rather interesting to see how money can make one happy, while on the other hand create conflicts.
Just like how water is a hero in a drought, but a monster in a flood.
It's all about the mindset.
I should really hurry along and continue studying :)
Kdrama fans, WATCH NICE GUY, I swear, it's good! :)
