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I bet, if I were to write a life story now and get it published, it would be overly censored..
Hmms, I have put much thoughts lately,
I have learned to not questioned, "Why me?", but instead what I can do?
I think, that's pretty much all about growing up..
You face challenges, overcome obstacles..
You learn, you cry, you scream, you breakdown,
You laugh, you smile, you cheered, you feel like the king of the world..
Growing up, is just a little more drama than before..
You know, when you're young,
For me at least, I learn about those great noble chinese men
And their values, (which obviously comes together with the learning.. )
And, they all emphasise on the power of words, and watch your words..
I never got to realise much till this year..
It's pretty stressful to make sure your words have the minimal effect/consequences
But the message still gets across.
Recently, due to an outburst of anger...
I just scolded someone on twitter..
I am a person with patience when I'm rational..
I just can't stand nonsense..
It's probably just me..
I just don't understand how someone can be so arrogant and think the world revolves around them?
She even talked back to the teacher..
I felt really really sad..
Because, she was among the first few friends I made in this class..
All had to become like that..
I know, she's still mad at me..
Perhaps, giggling with glee as she made fun of me behind my back..
Yeah, I don't need to confirm it,
I'm pretty sure its true
I heard them B****ing about me..
But that's not the whole point..
People change way too much
I'm not sad, or upset you, the person I once knew is gone..
I am upset because you didn't kept your vow..
You view your pride more than our friendship...
I feel frustrated, because normally I would defend for myself..
Now, I am just resisting..
Because, I don't wanna ruin anything
I see many future projects and we will have to work together..
Why wasting such an opportunity to ruin friendship?
Just, why, why do you wanna keep hurting me?
Second time already..
If it happens again, I don't think I can keep my cool any longer..
Dear Friend, I really wish you wake up. Everyone, almost can assume you're gonna retain..
The sad truth about life is, not many people like me care about people like you if you're gonna retain. Because you're a competitor too.. Losing one competition is actually more beneficial to me. I just don't wanna lose hope on my friends. Because the feeling is horrible, knowing your friends retained. Just, I feel my hope is losing because you're just playing, testing my patience. I seriously swear, if all don't work out, I'm gonna heck care. Till then, you'll realise your mistakes. Perhaps, that's the best way to wake you up.
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She's just like any other people in the world but with a dream to fufill
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More than ever, she hopes to become a songwriter
A writer, but one that fills in the melody with words
She wants to create songs, that are everyone's best friends
She wanna bring music that can be someone's shoulder to cry on
Someone's hand to lift them up with
Someone just to listen to them
Someone to give them advice
Someone, to let them believe, they are awesome
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Tests
I bet, if I were to write a life story now and get it published, it would be overly censored..
Hmms, I have put much thoughts lately,
I have learned to not questioned, "Why me?", but instead what I can do?
I think, that's pretty much all about growing up..
You face challenges, overcome obstacles..
You learn, you cry, you scream, you breakdown,
You laugh, you smile, you cheered, you feel like the king of the world..
Growing up, is just a little more drama than before..
You know, when you're young,
For me at least, I learn about those great noble chinese men
And their values, (which obviously comes together with the learning.. )
And, they all emphasise on the power of words, and watch your words..
I never got to realise much till this year..
It's pretty stressful to make sure your words have the minimal effect/consequences
But the message still gets across.
Recently, due to an outburst of anger...
I just scolded someone on twitter..
I am a person with patience when I'm rational..
I just can't stand nonsense..
It's probably just me..
I just don't understand how someone can be so arrogant and think the world revolves around them?
She even talked back to the teacher..
I felt really really sad..
Because, she was among the first few friends I made in this class..
All had to become like that..
I know, she's still mad at me..
Perhaps, giggling with glee as she made fun of me behind my back..
Yeah, I don't need to confirm it,
I'm pretty sure its true
I heard them B****ing about me..
But that's not the whole point..
People change way too much
I'm not sad, or upset you, the person I once knew is gone..
I am upset because you didn't kept your vow..
You view your pride more than our friendship...
I feel frustrated, because normally I would defend for myself..
Now, I am just resisting..
Because, I don't wanna ruin anything
I see many future projects and we will have to work together..
Why wasting such an opportunity to ruin friendship?
Just, why, why do you wanna keep hurting me?
Second time already..
If it happens again, I don't think I can keep my cool any longer..
Dear Friend, I really wish you wake up. Everyone, almost can assume you're gonna retain..
The sad truth about life is, not many people like me care about people like you if you're gonna retain. Because you're a competitor too.. Losing one competition is actually more beneficial to me. I just don't wanna lose hope on my friends. Because the feeling is horrible, knowing your friends retained. Just, I feel my hope is losing because you're just playing, testing my patience. I seriously swear, if all don't work out, I'm gonna heck care. Till then, you'll realise your mistakes. Perhaps, that's the best way to wake you up.
