A month of negativeness(?)
Tuesday, March 6, 2012 | 5:46 AM | 0 comments
Sad much?I don't know what hit me today, just upset
Don't tell me all crappy stuff like PMS..
I know its not..
Maybe because she stole my friends again..
I am losing my courage and energy to give fake smiles..
Comeon, Scorpios are born Pessimistic...
You, cannot imagine how much I have gone through to change that
How much I have changed from secondary to jc
Just for the sake of improving negative traits of me...
#Foreverfriendsproblem
Stop disturbing me :(
I needa focus on more important things in life..
However, when I heard Liang Wern Fook's (梁文福) 细水长流,...
I am choking back on my tears..
Never good with goodbyes..
Damn, I have to get used to this..
Also recently, despite my happiness in getting in SDP..
Its pretty stupid knowing that its practically impossible in getting the scholarship I want.. :(
Isn't this like telling I'm am smart but not smart enough..?
Such obstacles always waver my determination, and ironically Scorpios are so darn determined and stubborn, you would get pissed trying to persuade them..
So, this post, I won't say smile..
I can't even play the piano properly anymore..
I need a time out..
Nope, don't worry, no tears..
I don't believe in crying..
It stings your eyes and don't solve anything
It makes me feel better,.. but nope..
I need a time out and plan out everything..
2 whole years, so short yet so long
So much to do yet so little time..
God, please give me faith and help me through. I don't need anything but that confidence that I'm going the right way..
Its just I'm afraid I'll give up easily when the tough gets going..
Shermain, today, I shan't tell you to smile..
Just be calm and ... have faith...