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Just be yourself
Saturday, March 10, 2012 | 5:18 AM | 0 comments
I shan't deny...
The stress level, the coping, and most importantly the lack of sleep is starting to dawn on me..

Usually, I would tell people to take a dose of a good music..
That short 3-4 minutes can still make a difference(:

So, people, Listen to JasonMraz's I won't give up!
I have a feeling I reccomend this before.. (:

Okay, the homework pile is like horrendous,..
It may sound weird, especially with all the complains I have..
But I really enjoy doing homework now..

I think working after living in such a pampered life,.. it does changes your perspective..
Its just that.. not all my friends are so into mugging..
It makes me feel like the nerd.. I No like :(
I am absolutely not a nerd..
But just bothered with the fact that majority RJ and HCI can go uni..
What does that make us??
Uni is the only route left for me, shouldn't I work hard?
Others just play play, but in fact, they can afford cause they are all clever :/

Singapore has one of the highest stress level, no one can deny that..
Ohwell, I'm sure I'll pull through..
I have to find a way though, to solve my sleep problem..
I'm not a robot, I can't survive without sufficient sleep Zzz..
That's my limitation, and its driving me nuts..
Its not like I don't wanna work hard..
I can't, cause I need totally a lot of energy and attention :(

Plusplus, I keep falling asleep in lectures and tutorials..
I seriously tried everything, sweets, using sharp objects to poke myself awake.. drinking water, widening my eyes...
I have NEVER fall asleep in class before..
Ahhh, why is all these happening? :(
I hate this me so much :/

Also, once I start being back myself.. feel so emo..
I realised how socialable I am, I am still unfriendly to many :(
It's not what I wanted..
Ahh, why are scorpios so sensitive and possesive..
And my worst mistake, created my own clique and this makes making more friends among my class more difficult :(
Sorry that this blog is where I vent, but sometimes I really miss my girlfriends,
There is never enough time to talk to them :/

Should I go back to the fake me to have a wider social circle??

Funny, when people worry about their studies, I'm worrying about friends..
It sucks when you know that you're not liked..
After leaving this school, 10 years later, people forget you.. no matter what you do.. :(

"I don't wanna be someone who walk away so easily, I'm here to stay and do the difference I can make"

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