forever imperfect, but forever me

The Awesome Owner

hai ,
Loves: Music, Dogs, Purple!, PIANO
I'm not perfect, I make mistakes.
Dreams are wonderful things that never stop growing.
She just wanna not get into any trouble, living quiet life.
She's just like any other people in the world but with a dream to fufill
She loves music more than anything <3

More than ever, she hopes to become a songwriter
A writer, but one that fills in the melody with words
She wants to create songs, that are everyone's best friends
She wanna bring music that can be someone's shoulder to cry on
Someone's hand to lift them up with
Someone just to listen to them
Someone to give them advice
Someone, to let them believe, they are awesome

Recently caught spazzin' on dramas as she got tired of kpop
Currently: Hopes to learn Korean well

Both of us know it..

Friday, March 2, 2012 | 5:28 AM | 0 comments

Well, so.. it has already been Page 63 of 366..

And, I can only summarise this new year, I'm no longer me..

I really miss my old self ;(

I swear, though, if I'm real me, no one would like..

That's just plain sad..

However, I am no sadist that just stays there and mourns, grumble

I made a change..

Not sure if it is the right thing..

I somehow, really miss my old self..

I miss my best buds, confiding to them..

Because it is so hard to bottle up..

New friends, I simply just can't trust them yet.. :(

Not that I'm paranoid..

But Scorpios don't easily confide..

I really miss my friends..

Emo-ing agin, yeah..

Cause someone just open that wound in my heart..

I really didn't forgive you all this while..

Call me annoying, call me stubborn, blame me for not letting go..

But I really really am so disappointed, upset, that you left me without any words..

I wanna sit by the sea and throw a message in the bottle into the sea..

To whoever who receives it, please help me let go and be myself..

I feel the mask falling apart,

I'm losing my smiles..

Why am I born negative :/

Sorry to update a negative post after so long, but I simply can't do any work now :/

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