The Journey shall begins
Saturday, February 4, 2012 | 5:47 AM | 0 comments
To a new year, I have already vowed to be a new me.I have already attempted to make several changes..
At first, it was darn hard..
I never realised after a couple of times, ..
It wasn't that hard anymore (:
Just a couple days ago, tried piano audition,
Something I would have just backed out right away
Made a couple of new friends..
I'm however, the type that makes everything too strange with weird topics to chat :(
Finally decided on the combination,
But instead I was given my second choice..
Amazing, life..
I really hope I can appeal into the real combination I prefer..
I was really thinking if I can do what I want in the future..
Will it be okay?
It's so typical of me, to worry all sorts of stuff..
And, next thing is, all my friends who have known I was craving for studying..
I ain't kidding..
But (as usual), I was worried of the unknown..
You know that horrible feeling, that you're not good?
You're not better than anyone?
There's always someone better than you?
It wasn't that hard anymore (:
Just a couple days ago, tried piano audition,
Something I would have just backed out right away
Made a couple of new friends..
I'm however, the type that makes everything too strange with weird topics to chat :(
Finally decided on the combination,
But instead I was given my second choice..
Amazing, life..
I really hope I can appeal into the real combination I prefer..
I was really thinking if I can do what I want in the future..
Will it be okay?
It's so typical of me, to worry all sorts of stuff..
And, next thing is, all my friends who have known I was craving for studying..
I ain't kidding..
But (as usual), I was worried of the unknown..
You know that horrible feeling, that you're not good?
You're not better than anyone?
There's always someone better than you?
That feeling when you're like last in the class and that immediate impression others give?
I don't know.. I really hated those feeling..
Not that I HAVE to win, or be better..
Just those smart alecs, without effort and just step on you..
It hurts..
Its not my fault if wordy passages just made me sleepy
Its not my fault if I really cannot understand mathematical formulae..
I don't know.. I really hated those feeling..
Not that I HAVE to win, or be better..
Just those smart alecs, without effort and just step on you..
It hurts..
Its not my fault if wordy passages just made me sleepy
Its not my fault if I really cannot understand mathematical formulae..
.. But, then again, there are people who used this to push themselves and make themselves the best among all..
I have studied my horoscope really hard..
I can't find my root problem...
It's so hard to make myself as determined as what others had said of Scorpios..
I am going to take a challenge.
When everyone else says it's impossible for me to accomplish,
I am going to prove it to them..
(this time, better not get distracted)
Plus, I have a harder situation, less convenient
They say, this is the best year for my zodiac..
I don't exactly believe..
But I wanna make it my best year, myself..
2012, Age of 17, let's make it a dream I never thought I could ever have..
Achieving the impossible, let's do that!
Somehow, I feel my thought goes so well with typing/writing..
Only pity is I doubt my time able to be blogging here..
This may be last post.. in not sure how many months..
Let's do it. A new journey, end it with a hugeeee smileeee (:
I have studied my horoscope really hard..
I can't find my root problem...
It's so hard to make myself as determined as what others had said of Scorpios..
I am going to take a challenge.
When everyone else says it's impossible for me to accomplish,
I am going to prove it to them..
(this time, better not get distracted)
Plus, I have a harder situation, less convenient
They say, this is the best year for my zodiac..
I don't exactly believe..
But I wanna make it my best year, myself..
2012, Age of 17, let's make it a dream I never thought I could ever have..
Achieving the impossible, let's do that!
Somehow, I feel my thought goes so well with typing/writing..
Only pity is I doubt my time able to be blogging here..
This may be last post.. in not sure how many months..
Let's do it. A new journey, end it with a hugeeee smileeee (: