CNY approaches
Friday, January 20, 2012 | 9:08 PM | 0 comments
Chinese New Year is coming, Imagine how fast time has passes..
Today is already Page 21 of 366,
How has my story turns out so far?
All I can say, for 21 days of 2012, memories have been created
I sometimes see myself better when I'm silent, I'm quiet..
Ofcourse, as New Year approaches, House Cleaning comes up too,
I came across many many momentos, many valuables that feels as if I'm opening a time capsule
A mini diary I had when I was Secondary 1,
The very first step to changing my life..
It's a wonder how I survived those days which I still can't believe I did now..
It's amazing to feel God's works as I paces out those first step, as the days slowly reaches the end.
It's amazing to see how childish I once was, they once was, every once was..
It was ridiculous to see those little, minute stuff I got pissed over with
It was fascinating to see my little mind growing as I grew with the years
I guess, the best thing any parents love is to see their child grow well no matter what
I hope, for those 16 years, I have not disappointed at all.
I hope I have not made anyone worry..
However, that annoying Irony, is that its impossible..
I find Life so ridiculous..
You can please people and can annoy people the same time
You can make someone happy and hurt someone at the same time
You can leave someone jump for joy and left the other crying in pain
You can make someone proud and left someone disappointed
You can pray forever, but you can't change them forever..
Hahas, I am equally amazed with that..
Actually, I am afraid to embrace 2012..
Ignore those.. myths caused by the movie..
Just solely 2012, I'm afraid..
17, wow, that number is so big..
It seems as if my childhood filled with barbie dolls wasn't that long ago at all..
I know one of the things I have to change is my never stopping mind..
It just flies, zoom, everywhere..
It can think of things that no one would expect me too..
Since, I hardly write songs, diary... this blog, you're here for me (:
17, I hope, it's magical..
So magical that after 345 days, this blog post is nothing.. no longer a worry (:
It's time I should grow up..
This job really make me think a lot..
How, can I solve situations that those past people could..
Just a few words, they are the remedy to the horrible situation..
It's amazing..
Soon, school will starts..
As usual, my mind will be filled up with all sorts of stuff..
I hope, nope, I want me to be able to handle it..
Many Seniors complain..
Being the complain queen, not complaining, that shall be one of my resolution
And yes, I have yet to make my resolution :X
I hope I can be the survivor of 2012 too (:
May the remaining pages of 366 be interesting (:
God bless all (: