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Special
Saturday, November 12, 2011 | 11:27 PM | 0 comments
Special: More than ordinary
Last year, my birthday was special because I celelbrated in Japan and with my lovely friends. They threw a surprise party (it wasn't much of a surprise because I somehow knew about it ><) and made the best out of it. It was far from anything fanciful like balloons and streamers. But their sincerity touched me. It was so so so sweet ~~

This year, another special year. I am celebrating with Olevels! Lols!
They say birthday signify another year has passed
You are wiser than last year
You are stronger than last year
You are older than last year.
One year has passed, what have I gained from this 365 days?
I believe I had become stronger.
Many things had happened this year that made me a stronger person, I believe so.
However, I know I'm still lacking in many ways.
The stereotype personality I had, thanks to my horoscope is difficult to change.
Really really hard.
Of course, I had gained knowledge, experiences..etc

When I looked back to this 365 days,
The very first day of being fifteen years old was spent in Nagasaki Japan.
It was the day when I truly see a whole new light in this scary disaster happened in 1945.
Afterwards, when the whole tension of O'level starts, juggling the stress from teachers with the stress from SYF.
Obtaining a shocking silver for SYF despite all the hardwork
We had to stay strong, hold back our tears and sincerely congratulate our friends who got GwH
Then, more mugging, homeworks, frustration, sleep debt, ..etc
Some things that bothered me terribly, making me distracted
The passing of my grandfather..
Terrible prelim scores..
Then comes O's

Yeah, I don't dare to say I had been through a lot
But I would say, at least, these 365 days I didn't waste it.
It wasn't spent routinal, without meaning.
God gave me the best present anyone could give me
The chance
The enlightenment
The strengthening
The understanding
The forgiving
The moving-on will
Nothing can be replaced (:

Now, within a few hours, I would be 16
Sweet 16 age, how fast time had fly.
It seemed like yesterday when I was just a little kid spazzing over Powerpuff girls, or settling in my room whipping up some imaginary meal. Or just having endless laughters and smiles with my sister over the slightest things.
Childhood, I bet everyone miss them too
Growing up comes with responsibility, I heard that more that just a couple of times
That is the toughest dilemma every teenager has to tackle.
All of us wanna grow up but don't wanna take on the responsibility of growing up..
I have to learn that tooo

Today I didn't make my "Speech"
But I would just end with a single " Thankyou"
I never know when my life will end, when anything will happen
But before anything happens, I wanna take every single moment to show my appreciation to people i care, I'm grateful to
I'm not me today without all those people,.. family friends loved one, and even enemies ..
I am me thanks to them (:
And I wanna apologise for every wrong I had done.
Its a pretty queer thing that we can always neglect the sincerity of Thankyou and Sorry, but we can never live without them
They are the two simplest way of expressing your gratitude and sincerity

16 years of living is not something to be proud of
But 16 years of learning, of knowledge, of wisdom, of lessons, of experiences,.. those are priceless
Thankyou God, For making who I am, For giving me what I need, For loving me always(Y)

It's 11pm, 14November in Korea and Japan
Otanjobe Ometetou~
Saegilchukkahabnida~

Create another 365days of pretty memories to add into your Book of Life, Chapter after Secondary School Life :D
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