forever imperfect, but forever me

Dear Grandpa
Saturday, July 2, 2011 | 9:36 PM | 0 comments
Dear Grandpa,
It's me, your unfilial granddaughter.
Please, please get well soon.
So that selfish me could be filial to you again.

I no longer dare to talk to you, cause I'm afraid it will cause pain to your throat
I no longer dare to ask you to teach me to cook, cause I'm afraid you'll use too much strength
I no longer dare to ask you to help me, cause you'll put in 100% effort to help me, and wouldn't mind to get something even if its across the house.
I no longer dare to hug you, cause I might used too much strength, but you wouldn't say anything
I no longer dare to wake you, when you're asleep because I know you are having a much needed rest

I'm feeling extremely sorry for those times I was childish
I'm feeling extremely sorry for, till now, I barely know your birthday and how old you are (and yet I know all of my bias one)
I'm feeling extremely sorry for not caring for you enough
I'm feeling extremely sorry for not talking to you enough when you could
I'm feeling extremely sorry for not showing concern for you
I'm feeling extremely sorry for being stubborn and insisted on watching my shows
I'm feeling extremely sorry for all the trouble I had caused you

So, please please grant me a wish, dear grandpa. Please let selfish me have a chance again.
I know I am selfish, I know its bratty of me again.
But please grant me this wish of mine
Please.
I prayed for you every night, hoping you would have the strength to fight
Hoping you will get well
Hoping the impossible.

All I have given you is barely sufficient to make up for what you have given me.
The last trip we had, The last time you helped to bandage my injuries, The last time you talked to me, The last time you taught me how to cook, The last time you smiled at me, The last time you hold my hand, The last time you pat my head. All these, are wonderful memories to me.

I thank you sincerely for everything
I thank you for giving me an awesome father
I thank you for allowing my father to have siblings to accompany him through out his childhood
I thank you for the lessons you have taught my father
I thank you for everything thing you have taught me
I thank you for giving your love to us
I thank you for every of your sweet thoughts for us
I thank you for missing us (and I'm sorry :X)

And, I love you ♥
Please get well (:

With tons of love,
Your Grandaughter :)

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