Why?
I often wondered why did I make such a big fuss over it. When the question was thrown back to me, it really hit me. Am I making too big of a fuss?Sometimes I realised my own self are not that goodSome traits of mine are slightly annoyingYet because of the culture we lived in, no one would really honestly shareAll of us are great actorsMaybe because of me, that's why I got hurt. It's true. Why am I feeling so sad?Maybe because I was hurt too many timesBecause to find cure for that wound, I search the whole earthAnd end up facing back a bare wall. And end up going bonkers over things I would never have, since it already died long agoWhy are there so many silenceSo quiet a pin drop would have sounded like 10 maximum blasted speakersI realised all these cures I've found is nothing but a vicious cycle. We said we'll work hard. I guess I was the one who was still childish and refuse to do so. I guess I was the one who didn't really believe it couldn't work outI was stuck in the past and sulking all the way. I failed to sincerely heed your advice. :( Yet today, I was faced with many surprises. For once I had no hesitation to slip that mask offI had no qualms about laughing out when I'm really crazyI had no doubts about just being myself. For once the advice I had tried to adhere to was once again thrown backMade me realised all these while I was just walking around its shadowI didn't followed itI don't really know how else to put this, but I'm a serious paboI just sulk inwardly without really understanding the situation I'm gonna try again and take off my maskPlease give me a chance. This time, I'll try my best.Whereas for this ultimate goal. I'm already dying on my wayI'm practically dragging my body with that slight gust of wind blowing aroundYessh, I'm really tired. Yet, I'm really touch to see you guys by the sidelines cheering me onUsing all sorts of methods just to encourage me to stand upTo move onTo continue this journeyFor every minute ticking, there's no time to be wastedI had faced many dilemmas this yearWith many temptation to just take the easiest way outThat's seriously meI had been wasting my time for the first half the year now I'm left with the other half to return things back to normal. It's gonna be hardBut I'll not give upOne thing I'm most proud of is my never dying faith towards youI strongly believe you're always there beside me, cheering me on when no one else isOnly you are the one who see my tears(which I really never intended to :X)Only you, Thank You :)Girl, Surprise yourself, just like this MYETell out the truth, after SYF, you were practically deadYou barely had sufficient days to studyYet you had the strength to push on and studyStudy for Chinese tooSurprise yourselfPlease give me the strength to move on nowI'll use the last bit of my energy to finish off this race And turn back every thing to normHwaiting! There's always a rainbow after every shower (:
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Loves: Music, Dogs, Purple!, PIANO
I'm not perfect, I make mistakes.
Dreams are wonderful things that never stop growing.
She just wanna not get into any trouble, living quiet life.
She's just like any other people in the world but with a dream to fufill
She loves music more than anything <3
More than ever, she hopes to become a songwriter
A writer, but one that fills in the melody with words
She wants to create songs, that are everyone's best friends
She wanna bring music that can be someone's shoulder to cry on
Someone's hand to lift them up with
Someone just to listen to them
Someone to give them advice
Someone, to let them believe, they are awesome
Recently caught spazzin' on dramas as she got tired of kpop
Currently: Hopes to learn Korean well
Why?
I often wondered why did I make such a big fuss over it. When the question was thrown back to me, it really hit me. Am I making too big of a fuss?Sometimes I realised my own self are not that goodSome traits of mine are slightly annoyingYet because of the culture we lived in, no one would really honestly shareAll of us are great actorsMaybe because of me, that's why I got hurt. It's true. Why am I feeling so sad?Maybe because I was hurt too many timesBecause to find cure for that wound, I search the whole earthAnd end up facing back a bare wall. And end up going bonkers over things I would never have, since it already died long agoWhy are there so many silenceSo quiet a pin drop would have sounded like 10 maximum blasted speakersI realised all these cures I've found is nothing but a vicious cycle. We said we'll work hard. I guess I was the one who was still childish and refuse to do so. I guess I was the one who didn't really believe it couldn't work outI was stuck in the past and sulking all the way. I failed to sincerely heed your advice. :( Yet today, I was faced with many surprises. For once I had no hesitation to slip that mask offI had no qualms about laughing out when I'm really crazyI had no doubts about just being myself. For once the advice I had tried to adhere to was once again thrown backMade me realised all these while I was just walking around its shadowI didn't followed itI don't really know how else to put this, but I'm a serious paboI just sulk inwardly without really understanding the situation I'm gonna try again and take off my maskPlease give me a chance. This time, I'll try my best.Whereas for this ultimate goal. I'm already dying on my wayI'm practically dragging my body with that slight gust of wind blowing aroundYessh, I'm really tired. Yet, I'm really touch to see you guys by the sidelines cheering me onUsing all sorts of methods just to encourage me to stand upTo move onTo continue this journeyFor every minute ticking, there's no time to be wastedI had faced many dilemmas this yearWith many temptation to just take the easiest way outThat's seriously meI had been wasting my time for the first half the year now I'm left with the other half to return things back to normal. It's gonna be hardBut I'll not give upOne thing I'm most proud of is my never dying faith towards youI strongly believe you're always there beside me, cheering me on when no one else isOnly you are the one who see my tears(which I really never intended to :X)Only you, Thank You :)Girl, Surprise yourself, just like this MYETell out the truth, after SYF, you were practically deadYou barely had sufficient days to studyYet you had the strength to push on and studyStudy for Chinese tooSurprise yourselfPlease give me the strength to move on nowI'll use the last bit of my energy to finish off this race And turn back every thing to normHwaiting! There's always a rainbow after every shower (:
