Deep Thoughts
I just read finished a book the library wanted us to read. Firstly, I suggest thicker books:XI'm sorry, I just finished it like within 30 minutes :XSecondly, it's a really touching book using the simplest English only. It's called, Ways to Live Forever. It reminds me of books of Lurlene Macdaniel<3It's about a book diagnosed with Leukemia and how he survivedHe had many questions and he writes about how he tick off everything from his To-Do listIt's really , sorta heartwarming. As you can see the troubled and frustrated feeling in the MotherYou can see how the Father tried to keep up to his reputation and be braveYou can see how his sister tried to seek attention because of the over excessive attention received by her brother. All these mixed feelings are experienced by this little 7 year old boyHe faced the pain of seeing his parents in painHe faced the painn of his sister not wanting to play with him, because it's not fair. Well, I felt him and I remember of the ' scary ' dream I had previously. Maybe, it's time for me to just ignore everything and treasure it all. I should not bother about these little thingsActually, I had learn a couple of things lately, which I would love to share but, I don't know how. I guess the night can make one to feel sad-der. But I realised no one will be there to listen for you, cause everyone wants a listener for themselves. We care for ourselves only. We enjoy fussing over the wound we had, enjoy feeling sad for ourselves. Yeahh, someone told me that before, I can't remember who. But that's me. Yeah, I admit. Not sure why, it just feels .. like an habit. Don't worry, I'll get over . Just like every other thingYeah, I hate to grow upI wish I was dumb and never knew anythingIt's knowledge that killed meOnly the time when everyone was naive and oblivious to everything, it was awesome.Ha! Sometimes, I feel growing up, other than physically (eg, grow taller -.-) , you'll grow up spiritually. Which is one of the things that had kept me moving for so long despite all the setbacks. She's really with me, She really cares for me, She really listens to me. No one in the world can replace her. That's what kept me alive. All of us will face with problems, be it friends, families.. whatever, you name it. It's just how you solved it. You asked if I wanna tell you, I pondered hard. I figured, I need no listener this time. I can only do this myself. Time is one of the best thing to heal wounds. I really needa that beach, but it was a pity it couldn't make it. God, please give me the strength to carry on for 1/2 more year. Yeah, you're right, just set it in your mind and it will happen (:I hope so. I believe so. I will have that faith (:
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Deep Thoughts
I just read finished a book the library wanted us to read. Firstly, I suggest thicker books:XI'm sorry, I just finished it like within 30 minutes :XSecondly, it's a really touching book using the simplest English only. It's called, Ways to Live Forever. It reminds me of books of Lurlene Macdaniel<3It's about a book diagnosed with Leukemia and how he survivedHe had many questions and he writes about how he tick off everything from his To-Do listIt's really , sorta heartwarming. As you can see the troubled and frustrated feeling in the MotherYou can see how the Father tried to keep up to his reputation and be braveYou can see how his sister tried to seek attention because of the over excessive attention received by her brother. All these mixed feelings are experienced by this little 7 year old boyHe faced the pain of seeing his parents in painHe faced the painn of his sister not wanting to play with him, because it's not fair. Well, I felt him and I remember of the ' scary ' dream I had previously. Maybe, it's time for me to just ignore everything and treasure it all. I should not bother about these little thingsActually, I had learn a couple of things lately, which I would love to share but, I don't know how. I guess the night can make one to feel sad-der. But I realised no one will be there to listen for you, cause everyone wants a listener for themselves. We care for ourselves only. We enjoy fussing over the wound we had, enjoy feeling sad for ourselves. Yeahh, someone told me that before, I can't remember who. But that's me. Yeah, I admit. Not sure why, it just feels .. like an habit. Don't worry, I'll get over . Just like every other thingYeah, I hate to grow upI wish I was dumb and never knew anythingIt's knowledge that killed meOnly the time when everyone was naive and oblivious to everything, it was awesome.Ha! Sometimes, I feel growing up, other than physically (eg, grow taller -.-) , you'll grow up spiritually. Which is one of the things that had kept me moving for so long despite all the setbacks. She's really with me, She really cares for me, She really listens to me. No one in the world can replace her. That's what kept me alive. All of us will face with problems, be it friends, families.. whatever, you name it. It's just how you solved it. You asked if I wanna tell you, I pondered hard. I figured, I need no listener this time. I can only do this myself. Time is one of the best thing to heal wounds. I really needa that beach, but it was a pity it couldn't make it. God, please give me the strength to carry on for 1/2 more year. Yeah, you're right, just set it in your mind and it will happen (:I hope so. I believe so. I will have that faith (:
