You left me alone in the dark
Friday, May 20, 2011 | 6:53 AM | 0 comments
I realised I have been very negative lately. Worst, I no longer trust anyone.
Sometimes I don't believe in anyone but myself, please tell me I'm wrong.
Will I ever be like DongYi, despite everything I still can pull things off with a smile?
Even if my kins have passed on, I still can carry a smile and live on?
Sometimes, I wonder is it my sign or my blood type that gave me such a character.
But sometimes I don't believe.
I really wish I am braver in facing things
Like tomorrow, it's just a small test but I have been worrying for so long.
Yeah, I am a worrywart, maybe I should start to use his method.
I felt bad since my sis had diligently followed.
The reflection in my mirror looks unfamiliar to me
Who am I really now?
I don't even know how would I really , really react at some things.
I feel everything is like fake
But, I believe in positive.
It's always hard because you know you can last long being happy knowing something sad has happen. When you cry now, you no longer can cry it all out. Now, before you can cry it all out, you would have forced it back in.
Ya, don't be such a pabo and feel sorry for yourself
Ya, be stronger (:
Always remember :
1) Let Go
2) Never be afraid of failures
One of these days, I wanna head out to the beach and tuck in a cup of icecream while the warm seawater curled around my feet.
I only trust you God now , please be my listening ear (: