forever imperfect, but forever me

Writer's Craft
Thursday, April 7, 2011 | 6:14 AM | 0 comments
I'm still so contented(: Its just, other than my family, I was never recognised for my writing. This meant so much to me. *hehe* still smiling(: But then again, I choose the topic, so, it would or might not have been the same during exams. Still so happy though *beams * The thing I never told him is that I hope to be somone who writes well. I believe a lot in language. Especially after Krazying. I wanna be like Alexander who speaks seven languages. You know those spies in shows, like GI-JOE, the girl? She speaks many languages too.It's just plain awesome. Other than the amazement you get, you just feel great. Language will no longer be a barrier to anything (: Similarly, that's why I enjoy writing music. It's an individual challenge to express your feelings in lyrics that have limited syallabus and it must rhyme. I enjoy being challenged this way. Music is one of the things that connects flustered me away from life, back to my heart. Be myself again. So, when you asked do I write like this. I said I try to because, it.. well, depends if my mind will pop up words/ ideas. Just like in song writing, of all the words possible to rhyme with. I choose this word because it pops up immediately and made me felt right that instant. You asked if I read a lot. I used to. But I am a picky reader. I'm very particular to the way they write. I'm not sure how. I just want the book to connect to me that very instant. Make me picture one scene, letting my mind be the director and call cut. If not, I won't read that book. However, no matter how picky I am, I cannot deny I enjoy reading. I'm really thankful that my mum's wonderful reading genes was passed down to me. It seemed like a habit to me. I enjoyed her favourite childhood classic writer Enid Blyton. I really do love her. She made gingerbread man tastes so mouth-watery that I had to try but sadly did not thought of otherwise of that cookie. I just don't like ginger. I'm just trying to say, I feel great. I choose this story previously but you advice me not to but relate back to life. I was inspired when doing my Comprehension, and maybe Slumdog Millionaire. However though, I found myself unable to bring across the feeling of happiness. I can write more about sad, depressed stories. It feels so much easier that writing those happy moments. I feel, if I can ever write great stories, I want my stories to touch everyone. Make everyone understand another perspective of life. There are such great stories out there told by wonderful people. They made such a great impact that made me admire in awe. I wanna be that person. Be it through music or writing (: I'm extremely grateful to have friends and especially family who constantly supports me. This is my last year and I'm extremely touched they actually wanted to see me dance. Me, dance? Two things that never went across my mind before. Yet they showed such great support and faith in me and my decision. I'm really thankful. If only I can throw in dictionaries at all of you to describe how thankful I am, you would definitely understand. It just made me that I am feel so important to them. A feeling that most of the teenagers of my age would fail to appreciate. I don't believe an High-Tech Savvy life can content all of us. Though we self-claim adults, or we are independent. We all have our ideal parents. I believe its definitely not parents who works all day to give us money to spent. That may be a plus point. But focus is not on whole day. All of us wanna feel the love, not through cold, hard money. You know, at the end of the day, none of us children can repay our gratefulness to our parents despite our very demanding request. Be it children who are shy, reserved, or needs to act cool. I believe all of us will be thankful in one way. It may not be expressed verbally, different people have different expressing methods. But all in all, I am really thankful to my family. They have been an awesome pillar. You know, if I ever leave them, I would feel extremely regretted if I had never tell them this: Thank You(: <3 All of you are awesome and I love you tons (: Thank you for being my listening ear, advicer, playmate,..etc. You were always there for me, and I'm grateful. If I never let you know this I will feel so bad. I'm thankful for all the opportunites you have given me (eg, Japan). It was such an enriching experience, I doubt I can ever tell you Thank You enough. It was a long time dream of mine and you have helped me fufill. You showed me you trusted me, which made me trust and love you more. I wanna tell you that I really love you. If I need to tell you that in 100 different languages, I will go learn all of them and say it to you one by one. I love you(: I really do (:

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Love Notes
She doesn't believe in fairytales
She only believes that everything in life happens for a reason
She's the writer of her life
She's holding the pen
The little notes from the book are here
This is her life, her book
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Chapter 7Begins..


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